But I never came through with my threats. I think she was relieved.
Aaaaand I should have stayed up there.
So a couple of weeks ago I mentioned that my friend's daughter died. And this week that same friend's husband had a heart attack (he's in the hospital now). And someone else's brother-in-law died. And someone's friend's son died. And another friend had to have her cat put to sleep. And how the heck does a person stay positive when all of this shit is happening all around us? I know this is natural- the fact that it is all happening now is a coincidence. But still I keep asking myself WHY? Actually, it's more like "WHAT THE FUCK???" but just going with why seems more polite. I am angry, and it is scary and depressing, and all of these bad things shouldn't be happening all at once. But the universe has a way of righting itself: 2 co-workers just had babies, a friend of mine is looking like she'd like her baby OUT ASAP please, and weirdly two of my favorite youtube people are preggers too. I need to remember that- there's always balance.